Damn, that sucks. I absolutely hate my current position and I devinetively want to end this as soon as possible. Theres no way I could withstand this for years without going literally insane.

That’s when I’m moving back into my place since then the new Semester at University starts.

What do you want me to say, girl (guy?)?

Idont know (sounds weird when I really think about it). Do as you want.

But yeah, I know that its just 4 more weeks until it will eventually get better. The one upside of this is, that it gives me time to figure stuff out without having to focus on other things that much.

Getting fried all day is sadly not an option for me. Its quite counterproductive when you have to work all day, which includes quite a lot of stuff where I could hurt myself quite badly i f I dont watch out, and are not by yourself.

There is absolutely ni way i could stand through the current situation for a decade. Not even a year. Currently every day feels like torture. Even the 4 weeks until I Am no longer at my parents home are horrible to just think about.