I’m not judging, but having read all that, and having seen you banned from a pair of otherplaces where you have been seen as spilling other misinformation, what exactly would you say is the line where information stops and punishable misinformation begins?
There is plenty of hope, you just got mixed up with the wrong people under the wrong circumstances. The right society will only judge you for your character.
Society is already a balancing act. If anything, the balancing will just get harder.