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You will never

Cease to seek validation

Desperation grows

Lower than my lowest lows

Trapped inside

Where I hide

You will never know

You will never ever know

Bitch

Panic sets in

As I envision the abyss I’ve crept in (Abyss I’ve crept in)

Don’t come back here

Turn away knowing none can go near (None can go near)

Memorize this

Strict warning from a fucking bastard (Fucking bastard)

Misery lives (It lives)

And she will hunt you till it’s all that makes sense

Another day, my friend

Into the mirror I descend

Reenact these reactions

Duplicate the appearance of passion

Act up as a weapon of distraction

When deep down my nerves strike up like matches

And I’ll never leave this state of mind

I’ve tried, it’s useless (It’s useless)

I remain afflicted

I remain afflicted

Forever suspicious

Of anyone that listens

Knowing well I’m nothing worth fixing

My tongue is a shovel

It dug deep

Bringing you to my level

Another day, my friend

Another day I must suffer to pretend

That this shit doesn’t kill me

That I’m fine and no lover to misery

My own friends don’t visit me

I know why no one ever wants my company

It’s all there

My mirror Medusa, my master

My secret, my slave, my captor

From birth through death and forever

I won’t let you walk away yet

I take your steps as a fucking threat

My warning is a fucking threat

Panic sets in

As I envision the abyss I’ve crept in (Abyss I’ve crept in)

Don’t come back here

Turn away knowing none can go near (None can go near)

Memorize this

Strict warning from a fucking bastard (You fucking bastard)

Misery lives (It lives)

And she will hunt you till it’s all that makes sense