What I mean is, I wouldn’t want to listen to F4M now, post egg-crack. I really don’t wanna get constantly misgendered while trying to…finish
It’s hard as it is already, okay? 😭
Takes me an hour 🥲

Well, to be fair, this entire collection is supposed to be baking-themed…softcore porn, so I kinda get the choice of colors.
I didn’t even think of it that way…huh
I’ll be glad to un-see that now, thank you very much!

You are just the kindest. Thank you so much ❤️

You’re NOT stupid sweetie! This is some advanced transfem black-magic fuckery :3

Awww, Velma 😭
I’d hug you if I could, really 🫂
Thank you, it means a lot to me 💜

Okay, let me explain…
inhales

Valerate is an estradiol ester, estradiol valerate. All esters are injectable and they’re called prodrugs. It means what you’re injecting isn’t actually the drug itself (estradiol, in this case), but an ester of that drug. And that ester is then slowly converted to the target drug in your body.
How quickly or slowly it converts depends on the ester. They’re all estrogen, but they have different half lives and different curves (E2 levels in blood at certain times). If you really wanna get into that, here’s a simulator where you can play around with all major estradiol esters.
I use valerate and I joke that I hate my thighs. It’s because valerate lasts the shortest amount of time (it’s said 7 days) and I personally have to do intramuscular injections every 3 days with a big ass needle. Valerate is the most commonly prescribed ester, probably the one you’ll get if you’re going official.
DIY is usually enanthate, which actually lasts a whole week and has more stable levels (less ups and downs, less mood swings). I’m official so I just rawdog valerate, lol.

CPA (cyproterone acetate) on the other hand is an anti-androgen (AA for short), a T-blocker. It blocks testosterone, duh. This AA is…special. It has side effects, but it’s also an extremely strong blocker, it nukes testosterone. The side effects are…something. For one, long-term it can cause meningiomas and prolactinomas (both types of benign brain tumors). It’s also bad for your liver.
In addition to that, it raises a hormone called prolactin, a lot. Prolactin does a whole bunch, but it’s best known for inducing lactation. High prolactin is NOT good, so if you ever start lactating for no reason, go see a freaking doctor, but that’s what I was joking about, lactation.

Whew. This is my hyperfixation tbh. I…may be slightly autistic 😆
Probably not tho

I think you’re right…I don’t know if it’s OCD or dysphoria, but I’m becoming increasingly obsessed with (my own) numbers lol

Thank you girlie 💜

All the recs I have are pre-egg crack, so they’re F4M dammit 😭

They’re not bad, I just really don’t wanna get misgendered while…you know ;-;

Girl…you’re a lot? Oh really?

I think we both have some deep trauma. But it isn’t our fault, okay? We live in a fucked up world. We’ll get through this, together 🩷

HUUUH?

Subscribing to this train of…threads
Please give recommendations :3

HUH? YOU? DEGRADATION?
I mean, I’m not judging, but damn…I never would’ve guessed…

Waow OwO
Chemistry rules :3

Sure, that kinda describe me, but…does 0.75 even count? Isn’t 0.7 WHR like “the ideal”? I don’t…have that…
Also I don’t have bust and I KNOW IT 😭

Idk, people… :P
It’s all just fantasy…

GWA? I’m sorry…gamer with attitude? 😂

Always happy to talk about porn lmao

ALWAYS
Not joking. Here. DMs. Matrix. Don’t care. Please, moar porn talk 🙏
(my Matrix username is literally horny_miisha so that would be pretty fitting 😭)

I don’t! How tf do people keep coming up with that? It’s not true in the slightest 😭